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♥ i want to spread my wings
and fly

[22 wishes]

i am 22 after all

i wish:
one portable, small sewing machine
two mp3
three pink, 3D wall-clock
and, those are HOPEs :)

♥
"Dan milik Allah kerajaan langit dan bumi.
dan pada hari terjadinya kiamat, akan rugilah pada hari itu orang-orang yang mengerjakan kebatilan (dosa)."
Al-Jathiyah: 27

[rejected!]

Wednesday, 18 August 2010 ( 23:34 )

salam,

minggu ni sangat membosankan, merepek btol orientasi ni. anda semua xkan expect bhw sampai cmni skali orientasi kat sni. mmg mencabar kesabaran. darah naik sampai ke otak! buat berkurang pahala puasa je. dah la bagi arahan merepek. antaranya kne buat essay. ok, fine. sy buat essay. tp, malangnya kne reject. and, kne buat tajuk baru. hantar esok jgk. plus, tugasan harian, ada 2 essay panjang. must be more than 500 words. sy xtu la nape kne reject. anda semua baca la ea. hmm.

ME AND MY POSITION AS A UNIVERSITY AND MEDICAL STUDENT.
                Being a medical student is a challenge of any person in this whole wide world. One must be a matured-thinking, having superb personalities and able to be multi-tasking. I believe that I am not developed into that kind of person yet. All of us are growing with time. As time passes by, one will transform herself/himself into a dedicated doctor.
                Well, in my opinion, personally, carrying a title of ‘university student’ and ‘medical student’ is not the same. People could say that the ‘university student-life’ is very wonderful and being the ‘medical student’ is so miserable and vice versa. Actually, I think there is no such vice versa.
                As we know, there are so many courses provided by the university. From the small-tiny-minor roles in life courses to the hardest one. I think, the excitement of a university student is depending on the passion to the courses itself. There is no one but you to finish the study with excellence. This is my magic verse.
                So, what about myself?
                From I was born till today, I had never dreamt to be a doctor. No, that’s a lie. A had several times told my friends that I want to be a doctor. That was for looking impressive in front of them only. Yes, I lied again. The truth is I dreamt to be a pharmacist. Still in medical field but not the one who hold scissors and knife to save the patient’s life. I am really not kind of that person.
                Now, I do not know how I can slip into this medical doctor field. I am still does not believe this. Sometimes, I do calm myself down that I am learning Biology subject. Not going to be a doctor in the future. However, why should I learn BHP, CRP, and PHOP? They, the subjects, are preparing me to be a good doctor someday in the future. Oh no. There is must be something wrong somewhere.
                After a few days of analyzing, it can be diagnosed that I was unconscious. There is no medicine, pills, sedatives, or even drugs to help me other than my own inner strength. Since that, I keep on telling myself to wake up and stand on the ground. Not floating in the air anymore. Yes, this is me.
                Every cloud has a silver lining. Just go through the life with patience and happiness. Everything will be very fine in the future. Believe in yourself and do the job with all your heart. The rewards may return to you in another realm. These are my long-never ending verses again.
                How about my position as a university and medical student? Each student is contributing for the university. The quality of the university is totally depends on the students itself.
                It does not only considering about the continuous-endless-annoying examinations. It involves your participation in the non-academicals activities. How are you going to expand your soft skills? It does take into account of your certificate. However, if you take all those activities for the sake of that honored certificate, you will suffer. This is true. Sincerity is crucial.
                From the medical student necessities, your examinations results must be flying colors. This is for reminding me too. Compulsory. No compromise. Or else, you will not get the certificate and extending the study. Nobody wants this to be happen. So, the solution is score all the tests and examinations with excellence. In the same time, the attitude must be the best so that it will be match with the examination’s achievements. A doctor is a protector, not a destructor. Obey the ethics. Doctor is always a role-model for the community.
                I think I am going to end up my writing now. As the conclusion, making a decision to choose ‘doctor’ for my life is like designing a new person of me. Better one in the future. Begin with the passion and determination as university and medical students. This is an oath. Perhaps it is an effective start.

baiklah, lepas ni biar sy jadi penulis novel.. sigh~
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