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diyanna
21 jan 1991
medical student
i am running mylife with His bless, Alhamdulillah!
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diyanna
21 jan 1991
i am running mylife with His bless, Alhamdulillah!
stalk me here ♥
Follow me?
[22 wishes]
i am 22 after all
i wish:
one portable, small sewing machine
two mp3
three pink, 3D wall-clock
and, those are HOPEs :)
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"Dan milik Allah kerajaan langit dan bumi.
dan pada hari terjadinya kiamat, akan rugilah pada hari itu orang-orang yang mengerjakan kebatilan (dosa)."
Al-Jathiyah: 27
assalamu'alaikum,
Today we, most of my batch-mates had remedial for OSCE. We already had 11 or 12 stations yesterday and I stucked for two stations; the intramuscular injection as well as wound suturing.
Yeah, I was sooo nervous so I hold the needle-holder wrongly and Dr. B recognized that. Dang. However she makes me even more trembling
.
After 9 minutes, I finished the task, to suture a 3cm cut wound and she said, "Do you know what is your mistake?"
Silence.
Of course I don't have courage to speak.
"You should not touch the sterile drape"
and I'm really worried if I can be failed because of that reason.
A fail in remedial OSCE meaning I have to repeat all stations for next years. It is really scared-me-to-death.
So I return home with sorrow and grieve. Helpless. Heartless. I called my mum, she asked me to be patient and strong. He sent SMSs , gave some motivation-speech. His mum also do the same thing and she taught me a du'aa.
"Hasbiyallah, 'alaihi tawakkaltu wa huwa rabbul 'arsyil 'azhim"
Then, I logged in my facebook account, and found this;
tawakkul (trusting and relying on Allah) is realizing that our Protector has a plan for us. Tawakkul is having complete trust that Allah’s plan is the best plan. Tawakkul is having full faith that Allah will take care of you—even when things look impossible. (read here)
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"Dan milik Allah kerajaan langit dan bumi.
dan pada hari terjadinya kiamat, akan rugilah pada hari itu orang-orang yang mengerjakan kebatilan (dosa)."
Al-Jathiyah: 27
[O Allah, please stay with me..]
Thursday, 12 April 2012 ( 18:31 )
assalamu'alaikum,
Today we, most of my batch-mates had remedial for OSCE. We already had 11 or 12 stations yesterday and I stucked for two stations; the intramuscular injection as well as wound suturing.
Yeah, I was sooo nervous so I hold the needle-holder wrongly and Dr. B recognized that. Dang. However she makes me even more trembling
.After 9 minutes, I finished the task, to suture a 3cm cut wound and she said, "Do you know what is your mistake?"
Silence.
Of course I don't have courage to speak.
"You should not touch the sterile drape"
and I'm really worried if I can be failed because of that reason.
A fail in remedial OSCE meaning I have to repeat all stations for next years. It is really scared-me-to-death.
So I return home with sorrow and grieve. Helpless. Heartless. I called my mum, she asked me to be patient and strong. He sent SMSs , gave some motivation-speech. His mum also do the same thing and she taught me a du'aa.
"Hasbiyallah, 'alaihi tawakkaltu wa huwa rabbul 'arsyil 'azhim"
Then, I logged in my facebook account, and found this;
tawakkul (trusting and relying on Allah) is realizing that our Protector has a plan for us. Tawakkul is having complete trust that Allah’s plan is the best plan. Tawakkul is having full faith that Allah will take care of you—even when things look impossible. (read here)
and leading me to;
Tawwakul is not an act of the limbs—it is an act of the heart. And so while the limbs are striving hard, the heart is completely reliant on Allah. This means whatever the outcome of the limbs’ striving, the heart will be completely satisfied, knowing that it is the flawless decision of Allah.
But in order to reach this level, one must hold on to hope, strive with the limbs, and let go with the heart. (read here)
Labels: eXam, fragile, tears, WEAK
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Tuesday, 3 April 2012 ( 17:40 )
assalamu'alaikum,
dari dulu lagi sy dah set utk kurangkan gula dlm diet.
contohnya:
1) no more instant 3 in 1 drinks
2) setengah sudu gula dgn se-mug air kopi
dan sekarang gula dah habis.
is it the start to have cup of coffee or tea without sugar? -_-"
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| ok gula takde kene mengene dgn dreams tp plan nk reduce sugar intake tu ade! ;) |
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comment here ♥ 0[Kisah Ibnu Ummi Maktum (Surah 'Abasa)]
( 13:07 )
assalamu'alaikum,
Para ulama ahli tafsir mengatakan bahawa pada suatu hari, Rasulullah menemui seorang pembesar Quraisy utk mengislamkannya. Ketika baginda sedang berbicara dengannya, datanglah Ibnu Ummi Maktum, salah seorang yg telah masuk Islam.
Ibnu Ummi Maktum lantas menanyakan sesuatu kepada Rasulullah. Rasulullah merasa bahawa tanpa menjawab pertanyaan itupun Ibnu Ummi Maktum ttp mampu mendapatkan hidayah.
Kerana itu, Rasulullah memasamkan wajah kpd Ibnu Ummi Maktum, bahkan memalingkan diri darinya, lalu menghadap kpd pembesar Quraisy itu.
Lalu turunlah ayat,
Dia (Muhammad) berwajah masam dan berpaling,
kerana seorang buta telah datang kepadanya.
Dan tahukah engkau (Muhammad) barangkali
dia ingin menyucikan dirinya (dari dosa)
Surah Abasa ayat 1-3
Maksud dari itu adalah bahawa Ibnu Ummi Maktum mendatangi baginda kerana menginginkan kesucian dan kebersihan diri.
(Al Misbah Al Munir fi Tahzib Tafsir Ibnu Kasir, 1999: 1171-1172)
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