♥ i want to spread my wings
and fly
diyanna
21 jan 1991
i am running mylife with His bless, Alhamdulillah!
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i wish:
one portable, small sewing machine
two mp3
three pink, 3D wall-clock
and, those are HOPEs :)
"Dan milik Allah kerajaan langit dan bumi.
dan pada hari terjadinya kiamat, akan rugilah pada hari itu orang-orang yang mengerjakan kebatilan (dosa)."
Al-Jathiyah: 27
assalamu'alaikum,
hari ni dah 12 April. Oh cuaknya! 2 May start exam! :O
setiap entry berkisarkan perihal belajar. mesti la kan, nama pun student. hoho hari hari kena belajar. setiap hari bnyk benda baru yg kita tahu. baik secara akademik ataupun tidak.
belajar, belajar, dan belajar!
sy tak kisah lg nak belajar, tp kalau tak nak EXAM boleh ke? -_-"
bukan medical textbook je yg kena diselak selak. manual hidup (kalamullah) tu pun kena diteliti jugak kan?
sy memiliki mutaba'ah. aka, senarai semak ibadah sehari hari. salah satu itemnya ialah membaca Al-Quran dgn terjemahannya sekali. setiap hari diwajibkan, utk kami semua. ye, mmg sy baca. tp hakikatnya, ada juga saat dan ketika bila sy seolah olah benar benar BACA, sahaja. faham pun tidak. oh alangkah lemahnya sy. :( nampaknya sy perlu belajar utk menghayati inti kalamullah itu lebih sedikit dr biasa.
dulu masa kat sekolah rendah, sy ada belajar, bahawa bersedekah itu mendidik diri supaya sentiasa bersyukur dgn apa yg ada. bila berpuasa pula melatih jiwa agar sabar dgn godaan makanan n minuman. ketika kesempitan, mengajar diri supaya menghargai masa dgn baik. sy banyak kali dgr. tp sekarang, baru sy faham, kalau sy tak amalkan, sy takkan rasa nilai nilai mahmudah itu semua.
masih tak nak belajar?
well, kalau kita tak gagahkan diri sendiri. siapa lagi? jgn risau, Allah kan ada. :)
just now, i read hlovate's blog. rasanya semua kenal kan? fenomena kot. ayat dia sgt lah terkenal. dia pesan, NEVER IMITATE. CREATE. so true. :)
sy tak tahu apa extract post kali ni. harap maaf ye. anyway, thanx for dropping by, friends. :)
Labels: fragile, sejuk, smile, syukur, tarbiyyatul qalbi, WEAK
comment here ♥ 0assalamu'alaikum,
encik : diyan, aku nak tegur boleh?
saya : oo boleh. silakan.
encik : tadikan. ko buat status solat dhuha tu... macam menunjuk. sorry noh. biar je antara kita dgn Allah.
saya : erm, tapi apa salahnya kalau kita ajak org lain?
encik : takpe lah kalau niat hati kau lain. takut org lain berprasangka buruk ja. tapi disebabkan status hang pun aku teringat aku tak solat dhuha lagi.
saya : oo. *tersenyum*
serius. sebelum ini sy pun mengalami keadaan yg sama. bila sy baca status kawan kawan sy di FB yg menyentuh soal nasihat. terdetik di hati, "eh dia ni cam nak menunjuk je.", "ala, macam la dia buat semua tu." and etc.
oh sy tahu. itu sgt jahiliah. -_-"
but then, someone wrote this (lebih kurang je lah, sy pun igt2 lupa. hee~) : "apa salahnya kalau kita ajak dia buat sesuatu yg baik drpd dia ikut contoh yg tak baik dr kita. semua tu kan ada saham. macam MLM."
i realized something. thanks to her btw :)
bila kita berada di pihak yg kedua atau ketiga, iaitu, org yg menyambut mesej td tu, kita akan diuji dgn 2 perkara. sama ada kita nak berbaik sangka ataupun berprasangka buruk. baru lah mencabar. kalau kita lebih cenderung utk beprasangka buruk, mungkin itu petanda buruk.
ye, hati kita yg ada masalah. err.
tapi sebenarnya, hanya diri sendiri yg lebih tahu mengenai masalah hati kita.
bagaimana dgn anda? :)
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oh sucinya! :D |
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nk blue daisy yg real boleh x? |
ps: sila jaga kesihatan ye semua. kawan sy kena tahan ward disebabkan denggi berdarah. semoga cepat sembuh! ameen ya Rabb!
ps2: sy pun tak berapa sihat. :( get well soon! <--- cakap kat diri sendiri haha.
wassalam..
Labels: doa, fragile, sejuk, sick, tarbiyyatul qalbi, WEAK
comment here ♥ 42. Nickname : yan, yayan, dya, dian, diana, nurul, diyana, diandiana (i like this one! :D)
4. Male or female : lady (does 20 is considered as lady? HAHA it sounds gorgeous!)
5. Elementary School : SKBC (well, u guys wont ever had heard this name)
7. University : UNPAD
8. Hair color : i like to say it is brown. (in my dream!)
9. Tall or short : i am tall u know! :D (aceceh..nk berlagak sket ni :p)
10. Been depressed : i dun realized it at all. -_-"
11. Sweats or Jeans : jeans.
12. Phone or Camera : both.
13. Health freak : yes! (i would like to take supplements)
14. Orange or Apple : orange.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? : do u know? (blushing)
16. Eat or Drink : eat! :D
17. Piercings : of course. (but i always misplaced them. oh no no. they go off by their own. haha aku pun tak sedar bila masa dia tertanggal. -_-")
18. Pepsi or Coke : i dun take carbonated drink. (i love my kidneys! kahkahkah)
19. Been in an airplane : yes
20. Been in a relationship: yeah. (blushing again)
21. Been in a car accident : not car. so, NO.
22. Been in a fist fight : oh NO. (no one could have heart to punch me. i am too cute for that) LOL
24. First best friend : Fatihah. (dari sekolah rendah sampai sekarang!)
26. First crush : H****. i like him since in standard one! (until standard six u know. eventhough he like someone else. sobs. i still adore him. huahuahua. when i went to boarding school, i said, GOODBYE! huh gatai gak aku nih. -_-")
27. First word : i'll ask my mom.
29. Last person you talked to in person : zati-liza-farhana (i made 3 of them into one. 'person'. haha)
30. Last person you texted : N*** (oh, dun u try to find it out. LOL)
31. Last person you watched a movie with : alone. (and at the end, i'll left the story hanging.)
32. Last food you ate : TimTam wafer Choco Vanilla. (i loooooveeee TimTam! haha)
33. Last movie you watched : ice-age dawn of the dinosours (seriously, i dun know yet the ending)
34. Last song you listened to : opick-bila waktu telah berakhir.
35. Last thing you bought : a small-cute-dotty box! :D
36. Last person you hugged : my mom, at the airport. :')
37. Food : noodles.
38. Drinks : mineral water. (my 'dunia bunian' name. LOL)
39. Bottoms : long pants.
40. Flower : roses. (the white one)
41. Animal : cat
42. Colours : white, red, purple
43. Books : soooo many. argh.
44. Subjects : biology? (kind of compulsory. -_-")
46. [ ] celebrated Halloween.
47. [ ] had your heart broken...
48. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
49. [ ] had someone question my sexual orientation.
50. [ ] gotten tattoos.
51. [ ] got pregnant.
52. [ ] had an abortion.
53. [x] did something I regret.
54. [x] broke a promise.
55. [x] hid a secret.
56. [xx] pretended to be happy.
57. [x] met someone who changed your life.
58. [x] pretended to be sick.
59. [x] left the country.
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it.
61.[xx] cried over the silliest thing.
62.[ ] ran a mile
63.[x] went to the beach with your best friend. (yeah, it was so funny bcz there is no one else except us and the stalls with no customer. only us. haha. why? bcz it was TUESDAY! so, everybody were going to work n school. LOL)
64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.
65. [x] hated someone.
66. [x] stayed single for 2 years (on and off)
67. Eating : chocolate wafer.
68. Drinking :sky juice.
70. Sitting/Laying : sitting
71. Plans for today : finish up the assignments. argh!
72. Waiting for : u?
73. I dream of flying home every weekends.
74. I dream of get a brilliant brain. of which i can answer all the questions asked by docs and profs without hesitate. sigh. and perhaps, without not reading the books. and memorizing part of that. what a dream. -_-"
77. I dream of married with someone who can really understand me. be my brother, friend, guardian, and lover. he must can bear with me all the time. well, i got two identities. sometimes, i can be very sweet n lovely n romantic. and sometimes i can turn into an egoist n stubborn person. plus, he must be persuasive! HAHA
78. I dream of having happy family with 3 pairs of children. living in tranquility. and my children will grow into the greatest individual. and also, i will have times to be spend with them. i want to cook for and clothe them. i will make sure that, it is me who will prepare them for school. at night, i will accompany them in finishing their homework. and telling them to be strong with all that, by saying, "sayang, dulu umi pun ada homework. tapi, laaaaagi banyak tau.." now, i am wondering, am i going to be a full-time housewife? -_-"
80. I dream of memorize the holy Quran.
81. I dream of speaks in arabic. i am sooooo jealous with my friends at middle east. bcz they can practise everyday.
82. If I won't be getting any/all of those dreams, i am just be contented with all i have. i believe that, Allah only give me what are the best for me.
HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts : no. i must be sooooo suffering!
84. Snuck out of a house : not YET? haha
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense : nope
86. Killed somebody : YES (in my dream. i killed 2 children. so scary! na'uzubillah)
87. Broken someone’s heart? : many. (haha fooled by me lah. i dun have any admire.)
89. Cried when someone died? : yup
DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
90. Yourself : yes
91. Miracles : i believe it as kasih sayang Allah :)
92. Love at first sight : of course!
93. Heaven : yes
94. Santa Clause : no
95. Sex on the first date : do u know about HELL?!
96. Kiss on the first date : never
98. Do you know who your real friends are : who can recognize me in any condition.
99. Do you believe in God : of course!
100. Post as 100 truths? : yes (as u wish)
Labels: girlish, lovesick, lovey, play, sejuk, smile, syukur
comment here ♥ 0aku nak susun balik jadual belajar aku. setiap minggu aku belajar case baru. memang la sgt menarik u. bijik mata i terbukak luas time tutorial. setiap patah kata doctor and tutormates aku telan. biar hadam terus. tapi bila aku balik dari kelas aku tak tahu nak start study dari mana. sedih kan? :'(
biar meresap ke hati. biar aku dapat feel sentuhan Tuhan.
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Labels: doa, fragile, girlish, memikat semangat., sejuk, serabut, serious, WEAK
comment here ♥ 2kpd sesiapa yg baca post nih. tolong la betulkan apa apa yg pelik dan hodoh psl layout nih. tp, saya tak reti lagi nak adjust html, nak letak comment's section. so, u all just leave them at chatbox eh?
Labels: doa, memikat semangat., sejuk
comment here ♥ 0i am doc diyana! heee~ (smart tak pingu nih?) ;) |
ups, tak muat la pulak! dah buncit :( huuuu |
Labels: merepek sahaja, play, sejuk, smile, syukur
comment here ♥ 1assalamu'alaikum,
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walaupun sekolah ni dok kat ceruk hujung dunia.
walaupun sekolah ni dikelilingi kelapa sawit.
walaupun dulu ada org
walaupun selalu kena bayar itu ini.
walaupun
walaupun setiap minggu ada perhimpunan asrama.
walaupun aku terpaksa belajar bahasa jerman.
walaupun setiap malam minggu aku kena kerahkan budak pergi susun kerusi.
walaupun makanan kat dewan makan
walaupun dalam setiap kelas aku tidur.
walaupun selalu kena paksa pergi kelas baca quran.
walaupun aku tak femes.
walaupun...........
sekolah di tetap di ingatan. tsk3. kan seronok kalau ada doraemon dan mesin merentas zaman. boleh la putar balik ke masa itu. tsk3. :')
Labels: girlish, puisi (?), rindu, sejuk
comment here ♥ 3assalamu'alaikum,
alhamdulillah. kerana hari ini kita masih bernyawa atas kalimah syahadah. besar maknanya. sbb, agama lah yg membezakan final destination kita di akhirat nnt. ada syurga dan neraka. ganjaran atau pembalasan. dosa dan pahala.
mesti la semua org nak masuk syurga. menerima ganjaran atas segala amalan yg kita lakukan di dunia.
sebelum tu, mesti la kena jadi seorang yg baik kan (?)
tapi, macamane nak jd baik (?)
dalam 2 tahun kebelakangan ni aku dok tanya kat org keliling. kat roomate (matriks), classmate n etc. tp, bila aku tanya, semua diam. ada la jugak yg bagi pendapat.
as time goes by, i found it.
aurat. memanglah, sblm ni mmg aku menutup aurat. alhamdulillah. segala puji bagi Allah. :) maksud aku kat sini ialah menutup aurat secara lengkap. tapi, kadang kadang aku hanyut juga.
belum cukup baik nampaknya. -_-"
dgn alasan, kalau kita tutup aurat dgn lengkap, kita jadi malu. lebih malu drpd sebelum ni. malu nak buat perkara yg pelik pelik. korang tau la kan pelik tu macamane. benda yg org islam tak buat tapi kau buat. kira pelik la tu. lebih lebih lagi kalau mendatangkan dosa. pelik lagi jelik.
malu tu akhlak. bila akhlak molek, baru nampak cantik.
ye, aku suka menda cantik cantik ni. teeheee
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hadis sbg sumber rujukan. :) |
kepada yg mahu berubah tu, teruskan mencari. semoga berjaya (!)
ps : oh ye, esok mahu pulang ke melesia! :D wuuhuuuuu~
ps2 : take care ppls~
ps3 : semalam baru tahu yg liyana dok stalk aku. terharuu weh. :') syg ko ciput! :)
Labels: doa, fragile, girlish, insaf, sejuk, smile, syukur, tarbiyyatul qalbi
comment here ♥ 2assalamu'alaikum,
first come first. SOCA or MALAYSIA (?)
sorry to say, it is SOCA (!) T_T
huwaaa.. tak mahu SOCA. cases pun tak habis hafal. isk3. perasaan aku sekarang ni pun dah tak betul.kejap happy, kejap gelabah, kejap sedih. happy sbb AHAD ni mau pulang! :D tapi, pastu SEDIH bile dok teringatkan exam SOCA ni. :"( parah aku ni. eh, tak boleh tak boleh. anda mesti kuat. dan BERSEMANGAT (!)
bagi semangat kat diri sendiri ok.
teringin nak bersukaria dok berangan plans during this break. tapi, rase serba salah pulak. lagi lagi kalau tak pass SOCA. nasib baik MCQ dah
erk, berdosanya aku cakap camni. belajar tu kan ibadah cik diyanna oi. suke hati kau jek cakap beban ye(?!)
err, tak tak. aku cuma tak suka exam je. -_-"
hoi kamu semua. tolong lah aku niiiii. tolong gantikan aku time SOCA nnt. boleh (?) :D
dalam mimpi boleh ah(!)
tsk3
air mata bergenang lagi. T_T
yela yela. aku pergi study. demi
:')
teruskan senyum. sapu air mata.
ps : take care peoples!!
ps harus : doakan aku ye!
Labels: fragile, memikat semangat., merepek sahaja, sejuk, serabut, super exhausted., WEAK
comment here ♥ 6assalamu'alaikum,
again huh. post td tu hanya utk giveaway kan.
so, this is the real of me on the hall. XD
waktu camni mmg sedap utk melelapkan mata. sbb hujan baru reda. tp aku tak nak tido. kalau aku tido takkan cukup punye 10 minit. selalu terlajak lajak. huhu
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budak kecik ke nih (?) |
oh. nampak macam kuat kan budak kecik ini. ok, nak inform awal awal. budak kecik ini bukan lah sedare mare aku ye. kalau nak ushar dia sila jgn tanya aku ye. aku tak kenal pun. huhu
kaitan gambar ni dgn ape yg aku nak cite ni ialah 'nampak macam' (?)
yes. appearance says nothing about your self. agree (?)
because you have the power of hiding. but maybe you are so scared of being known by peoples. -_-"
the fact is, i am not strong as you can see.
kalau kat sekolah dulu aku jarang sangat sangat nak menangis. sbb, kak zunaizah (my senior) cakap;
bila kita nangis, itu menandakan bahawa rohani atau spiritual kita sdg lemah. pada waktu inilah benda jahat (syaitan) senang nak masuk dalam jiwa.
seram sejuk aku weh!
but then, i seems to be STRONG. only cries for exams are allowed. ;p haha
eh, bukan ke menangis tu trademark seorg perempuan (?) emosi kami sgt lah halus ok. :')
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rose :) |
ps : aku jadi tak kuat nangis sbb kak zunaizah yg ajar. :)
ps2 : tak lame lg dah nak balik rumah. nak jumpa keluarga tercinta!! :D
ps wajib : oh ye. aku masih dalam hari hari
Labels: doa, fragile, girlish, memikat semangat., sejuk, serabut, WEAK
comment here ♥ 3assalamu'alaikum,
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teringin nak kembali ke zaman persekolahan~ *maaf, gambar ini tiada kaitan dgn entry* ;p |
hari ni hari sabtu. isnin depan dah start exam. maknenye lg sehari lah kan. erm. sebenarnye aku tak ready lg. huwaa~
lecture notes pun tak habis baca. nampaknye aku kene la kerja keras dlm 2 hari ni. walau ape pun, aku mesti habiskan baca notes yg bertimbun 2 (?)
baru perasan yg lecture notes tu agak banyak. speed (!)
all readers, please pray for me ya (!) :')
ade kat 400 soalan mcq yg kena jawab kali ni. pilu sungguh bile mengenangkan soalan soalan yg bakal keluar. isk3
ps : semalam acik amar dah nikah. mesti dia sedih sbb tak ramai family yg dtg utk upacara akad nikah. tp, mesti nenek lg sedih kan. anak bongsu dia dah ada keluarga lain. harap harap la acik amar still syg atuk ngan nenek. :') SAYANG ATUK N NENEK !! (tetibe rase nak nangis)
ps2 : to fateha, hajar n etc. tunggu aku balik msia ye! tak sabar nak jumpe korg. :) sayang kamu juge!! ;)
ps wajib : tlg doakan kejayaan sy. i am begging u all.
ps terakhir : take care people !
Labels: CUTI, fragile, memikat semangat., merepek sahaja, sejuk, serabut, super exhausted., WEAK
comment here ♥ 0assalamu'alaikum,
hari ni 12 november kan? ade lg 29 hari nak balik rumah! wee~
tolong sedar sikit ea. ade lg 17 hari lg anda mahu exam. :|
pagi td baru dapat exam schedule. tak rasa ape2 pun. hua hua hua. kebal tak aku ni? bukan salah aku. kawan kawan tutor aku pun rilex jugak. siap gosip gosip lg tau. erk. sorry, terbocor pulak perihal kegiatan kita.;p
okay, utk makluman semua.
actually, ni saja nak ingatkan diri sendiri yg sengaja buat2 lupa. -_-"
exam aku bermula pada 29/11 hinggalah 10/12. haaa, lama kan? dan yg paling peliknya, there is no study week. no study week. no study week. bergema tuuu. haha
sangat kejam bg kami sbb dah terbiasa dgn study week time kat matriks dulu. sobs
bila aku on fb je, aku terkejut. sbb apa? cuba teka...... ;p
sbb, majoriti kawan kawan aku buat status
"exam is just around the corner...bla bla bla..."
"sorry friends, i am going to deactivate my fb acc 4 a while bcz i need to make preparation for exam......."
jatuh rahang.
so, kesimpulannya, bawak bawak lah mengucap ye. ;p
eh, salah. bukak la buku dgn lebih kerap lg. bukan bukak semata mata. baca sekali isinya dgn mata, hati, dan akal. jangan lupa baca doa sebelum study. jgn main redah je. bnyk2 doa. jaga kesihatan juga. kalau sakit, macam mana nak belajar. betol kan? aku tahu itu benar. ;p haha
ok la, till then. kalau rajin, aku update lg ea! :D
Labels: lovesick, medical syllabus, memikat semangat., sejuk
comment here ♥ 3Labels: CUTI, merepek sahaja, play, sejuk
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