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diyanna
21 jan 1991
medical student
i am running mylife with His bless, Alhamdulillah!
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the rambling teenage girl
diyanna
21 jan 1991
i am running mylife with His bless, Alhamdulillah!
stalk me here ♥
Follow me?
[22 wishes]
i am 22 after all
i wish:
one portable, small sewing machine
two mp3
three pink, 3D wall-clock
and, those are HOPEs :)
♥
"Dan milik Allah kerajaan langit dan bumi.
dan pada hari terjadinya kiamat, akan rugilah pada hari itu orang-orang yang mengerjakan kebatilan (dosa)."
Al-Jathiyah: 27
assalamu'alaikum,
.. i work at midnite. *sigh*
penat. sendiri.
tp, Dia yg kat atas tu selalu memerhatikan kita.
moga kita berada dalam jagaanNya, baik siang mahupun malam. di bawah mentari atau purnama. ameen ya Rabb! :)
semalam aku nampak ramai penjual bunga di luar gerbang uni. fenomena Valentine Day mungkin. ada juga bunga yg dah siap digubah. combination of white roses n pink daisies were really stunning! pandai pakcik makcik tu mengubah bunga. sgt cantik! :)
sekuntum Rp 5k. sejambak Rp 20k. murah ke?
mari selawat ke atas Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. bersama sama. kalau 5 kali setiap kali habis solat fardhu ok kan? :)
ps : the downpouring rain outside my window..
assalamu'alaikum,
just wanna share with u. deeply sank in my heart. :)
comment here ♥
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assalamu'alaikum,
selamat hari jumaat! :)
di saat kengkawan aku pergi tutorial skrg ni, aku sedang menghupdate belog. muahaha *evil grin*
td baru je balik dari klinik padjadjaran (KLIPAD), jumpa doc n ambil ubat. doc tu bg aku ubat batuk, antibiotik n vitamin.
aku tak paham ape function vitamin tu. tak cukup makan ke aku ni? -_-"
pagi semalam aku dah start batuk batuk kecil. tapi aku relax je la. ala, batuk sikit je kan.
petang tu tekak aku jadi sakit dan suhu badan aku naik mendadak. nafas sendiri pun rasa panas semacam. tekak pulak gatal gatal.
so, aku makan ubat batuk dan tidur, dgn harapan bila bangun tidur je semua rasa sakit tu akan hilang. tapi, baru aku faham kenapa orang sakit lebih suka tidur. sebab kita tak rasa sakit semasa tidur. dan kesakitan itu seperti berpuluh kali ganda bila kita bukak mata.
serious, rasa macam tak nak bangun.
tiba tiba terlintas di fikiran. aku cuba utk taknak makan ubat. aku nak rasa betapa sakit nya demam ni.
so, semalam aku pergi taklim dalam keadaan pucat n tidak berseri seriseperti selalu hahaha dan mendengar taklim yg bertajuk 'SYAITAN'.
maaflah abg arip, sy tak fokus.
di akhir taklim tu, fikiran aku berkecamuk. AKU NAK BALIK! kepala aku dah berat. pening. sakit. semua ada. tapi, xpe, Aisyah cakap, 'Sabar ye, ilmu ni..' aku angguk angguk. bila kepala aku dah menghadap lantai, aku pejam mata. aku picit dahi.
so, selepas habis taklim, aku mendahului barisan utk pulang ke bilik. aku antara org yg jalan di hadapan. sepanjang jalan, aku diam. aku cuma mampu berbisik. sampai bilik je, aku hempaskan badan ke atas katil. tarik selimut tutup kaki je. peluk bantal sekuat kuat nya. handphone, tissue dan botol air aku letak ditepi bantal. aku dah tak larat nak berdiri. rasa macam kaki tak jejak lantai.
aku jeling Paracetamol kat atas meja. aku dah berazam tak nak makan ubat. aku nak rasa kesakitan.
well, selama ni asal sakit sikit je aku terus makan Panadol etc. ubat tu actually dah lumpuhkan rasa sakit kita. tanpa ubat, barulah kita rasa kesakitan yg sebenar.
setuju? cubalah.
aku cuba nak lelapkan mata tapi tak boleh. pejam mata rasa sakit. bukak mata lagi la berkali ganda rasa. aku sentuh leher dan dahi. terasa panas. masa tu, aku ingat Allah. rasa dekat sangat sangat.
alangkah hina nya aku. bila gembira, Dia yg kat atas tu aku lupakan. bila sakit, Dia lah yg pertama aku cari. ampunkan aku Allah. :'(
setelah setengah jam aku cuba utk melelapkan mata. aku menyerah kalah. aku makan juga ubat itu. at least, aku dah rasa nikmat sakit.
Alhamdulillah :')
ps : doakan aku cepat sembuh ye :)
wassalam..
assalamu'alaikum,
hai selamat petang semua! aku tak rasa petang ni selamat utk aku. dan juga hari hari seterusnya. bukan aku seorang, but all girls TWP 2010.
all this was like NIGHTMARE kot.
sebelum aku pergi kelas skills-lab petang td, dalam pukul 1 petang, aku singgah bilik kawan aku. and i'm quite shocked when i saw 3 boys. i'm just wondering what did they do here.
okay, lepas tu Maya (class-mate) aku dgn penuh smgt cerita la yg atas shower diorg kena tebuk. mungkin guna mesin gerudi. aku rasa mcm nak marah time tu. kalau 1 bilik je tak pe lg kot. eh, mana boleh takpe! tapi aku cool je la sbb aku ada test on that class.
and then, after the class has finished, i went back and check my shower room, IMMEDIATELY!
phew~ everything just fine. takde lubang pun.
tapi, beberapa boys of my batch pergi panjat atas bilik kitorg sekali lagi (sbb dulu dah pernah naik).
"... diyana, atas shower room kau ada lubang! banyak kot. tapi tu sume kesan yg lama. ada 1 je lubang yg baru dikorek semula. nasib baik setengah je. belum tembus lagi.."
aku rasa PANAS! geram yg sgt meluap luap. campur takut gak la.
then, aku cepat cepat tampal guna kertas. kat Wing kitorg (ada 11 bilik), 2 bilik kena tebuk. kat Wing lagi satu tu lg kesian (wing 2B), 4 bilik jd mangsa.
dgr cerita, budak budak wing 2B sedar ada lubang waktu kitorg balik dari kelas tutorial tghari td. 3 bilik je. pastu, diorg terus tampal lubang tu, lgpun kan kitorg still ada kelas. tiba tiba, ada sorg member ni jerit.
have u ever imagine to see the holes is being made by ur own eyes?!
rupa rupanya, time diorg tgh kecoh kecoh tampal lubang, ada brader tgh buat lubang kat atas!
kitorg dah pernah buat aduan kat warden asrama tu before this, tapi dia just buat buta risau and then senyap macam tu je. langsung tak bertanggungjawab!
actually, kitorg tahu siapa punya kerja. mmg macam S***! (ok, terpaksa menggunakan bahasa kasar)
okay lah, azan sudah. aku nak ready utk solat maghrib. Ya Allah, lindungilah kami semua. Ameen.
ps : aku still rasa phobia. :( comment here ♥ 8
assalamu'alaikum,
ok kengkawan. aku nak sambung cerita pasal trip kitorg hari tu. cerita dah lama kan? takpe la. aku bg tgk gambar n tulis caption je la ye.
cukuplah tu kan. percaya atau tidak. sehari ni je kitorg dah amik dkt 500 pics. aku dah agak dah sbb aku rasa penat buat senyuman plastik. LOL
ps : nak baca skills lab. esok ada test. hadoi
ps2 : acik amar mesti dtg sini n tangkap gambar puas puas. sbb scenery dy sgt la cun!! :D
till then. take care ppl! :)
wassalam..
assalamu'alaikum,
Wassalam..
2. Nickname : yan, yayan, dya, dian, diana, nurul, diyana, diandiana (i like this one! :D)
4. Male or female : lady (does 20 is considered as lady? HAHA it sounds gorgeous!)
5. Elementary School : SKBC (well, u guys wont ever had heard this name)
7. University : UNPAD
8. Hair color : i like to say it is brown. (in my dream!)
9. Tall or short : i am tall u know! :D (aceceh..nk berlagak sket ni :p)
10. Been depressed : i dun realized it at all. -_-"
11. Sweats or Jeans : jeans.
12. Phone or Camera : both.
13. Health freak : yes! (i would like to take supplements)
14. Orange or Apple : orange.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? : do u know? (blushing)
16. Eat or Drink : eat! :D
17. Piercings : of course. (but i always misplaced them. oh no no. they go off by their own. haha aku pun tak sedar bila masa dia tertanggal. -_-")
18. Pepsi or Coke : i dun take carbonated drink. (i love my kidneys! kahkahkah)
19. Been in an airplane : yes
20. Been in a relationship: yeah. (blushing again)
21. Been in a car accident : not car. so, NO.
22. Been in a fist fight : oh NO. (no one could have heart to punch me. i am too cute for that) LOL
24. First best friend : Fatihah. (dari sekolah rendah sampai sekarang!)
26. First crush : H****. i like him since in standard one! (until standard six u know. eventhough he like someone else. sobs. i still adore him. huahuahua. when i went to boarding school, i said, GOODBYE! huh gatai gak aku nih. -_-")
27. First word : i'll ask my mom.
29. Last person you talked to in person : zati-liza-farhana (i made 3 of them into one. 'person'. haha)
30. Last person you texted : N*** (oh, dun u try to find it out. LOL)
31. Last person you watched a movie with : alone. (and at the end, i'll left the story hanging.)
32. Last food you ate : TimTam wafer Choco Vanilla. (i loooooveeee TimTam! haha)
33. Last movie you watched : ice-age dawn of the dinosours (seriously, i dun know yet the ending)
34. Last song you listened to : opick-bila waktu telah berakhir.
35. Last thing you bought : a small-cute-dotty box! :D
36. Last person you hugged : my mom, at the airport. :')
37. Food : noodles.
38. Drinks : mineral water. (my 'dunia bunian' name. LOL)
39. Bottoms : long pants.
40. Flower : roses. (the white one)
41. Animal : cat
42. Colours : white, red, purple
43. Books : soooo many. argh.
44. Subjects : biology? (kind of compulsory. -_-")
68. Drinking :sky juice.
72. Waiting for : u?
73. I dream of flying home every weekends.
74. I dream of get a brilliant brain. of which i can answer all the questions asked by docs and profs without hesitate. sigh. and perhaps, without not reading the books. and memorizing part of that. what a dream. -_-"
77. I dream of married with someone who can really understand me. be my brother, friend, guardian, and lover. he must can bear with me all the time. well, i got two identities. sometimes, i can be very sweet n lovely n romantic. and sometimes i can turn into an egoist n stubborn person. plus, he must be persuasive! HAHA
78. I dream of having happy family with 3 pairs of children. living in tranquility. and my children will grow into the greatest individual. and also, i will have times to be spend with them. i want to cook for and clothe them. i will make sure that, it is me who will prepare them for school. at night, i will accompany them in finishing their homework. and telling them to be strong with all that, by saying, "sayang, dulu umi pun ada homework. tapi, laaaaagi banyak tau.." now, i am wondering, am i going to be a full-time housewife? -_-"
80. I dream of memorize the holy Quran.
81. I dream of speaks in arabic. i am sooooo jealous with my friends at middle east. bcz they can practise everyday.
82. If I won't be getting any/all of those dreams, i am just be contented with all i have. i believe that, Allah only give me what are the best for me.
HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts : no. i must be sooooo suffering!
84. Snuck out of a house : not YET? haha
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense : nope
86. Killed somebody : YES (in my dream. i killed 2 children. so scary! na'uzubillah)
87. Broken someone’s heart? : many. (haha fooled by me lah. i dun have any admire.)
89. Cried when someone died? : yup
DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
90. Yourself : yes
91. Miracles : i believe it as kasih sayang Allah :)
92. Love at first sight : of course!
93. Heaven : yes
94. Santa Clause : no
95. Sex on the first date : do u know about HELL?!
96. Kiss on the first date : never
98. Do you know who your real friends are : who can recognize me in any condition.
99. Do you believe in God : of course!
100. Post as 100 truths? : yes (as u wish)
"Dan milik Allah kerajaan langit dan bumi.
dan pada hari terjadinya kiamat, akan rugilah pada hari itu orang-orang yang mengerjakan kebatilan (dosa)."
Al-Jathiyah: 27
[cari hati.]
Wednesday, 16 February 2011 ( 23:53 )
assalamu'alaikum,
sy kutip di blog akak senior, Kak Kauthar (JUST)
"Carilah hatimu pada tiga tempat. Cari hatimu sewaktu bangun membaca Al-Quran. Jika kau tidak temui, cari hatimu ketika mengerjakan solat. Jika kau tidak temui, cari hatimu ketika duduk tafakur mengingati mati. Jika kau tidak temui juga, maka berdoalah kepada Allah, pinta hati yang baru kerana hakikatnya pada ketika itu kau tidak mempunyai hati!"
[Imam Al-Ghazali]
so, kamu dah jumpa ke di mana hati kamu?
jom kita cari sama sama ye :)
Labels: tarbiyyatul qalbi
comment here ♥ 4[ada satu rasa]
( 17:56 )
assalamu'alaikum,
sudah lama rasanya tidak berhubung dgn rakan rakan sezaman persekolahan. ye, mungkin sy agak sibuk. dan org lain juga sibuk dgn kehidupan masing masing.
tapi tak mungkin la kita langsung tiada masa utk bersilaturrahim. td, sy baru shj chat dgn Shafiqah Sharif. alhamdulillah, beliau sihat. :)
she admit that she is my silent reader. terima kasih kawan. :)
bak kata nisa : "..kadang kadang kawan kawan kita tak tawu yg kita sedang rindukan dia.."
well, blogging is one way of connecting.
sy baca semua kisah teman sy di blog mereka.
i am your silent reader too! :)
dan td juga, sy masuk ke blog Shafiqah. entry terbaru beliau ialah mengenai Rasulullah S.A.W. bila sy baca di sana, sy rasa sesuatu. ye, ada satu rasa. rasa sebak sgt. sehingga berair mata ni.
nak tahu ke? sila klik sini. korg takkan rugi. it is a PROMISE!
Labels: tarbiyyatul qalbi
comment here ♥ 4[lately..]
Tuesday, 15 February 2011 ( 03:52 )
assalamu'alaikum,
.. i work at midnite. *sigh*
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| smiley biscuit :) |
tp, Dia yg kat atas tu selalu memerhatikan kita.
moga kita berada dalam jagaanNya, baik siang mahupun malam. di bawah mentari atau purnama. ameen ya Rabb! :)
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| :C O O L: |
semalam aku nampak ramai penjual bunga di luar gerbang uni. fenomena Valentine Day mungkin. ada juga bunga yg dah siap digubah. combination of white roses n pink daisies were really stunning! pandai pakcik makcik tu mengubah bunga. sgt cantik! :)
sekuntum Rp 5k. sejambak Rp 20k. murah ke?
mari selawat ke atas Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. bersama sama. kalau 5 kali setiap kali habis solat fardhu ok kan? :)
ps : the downpouring rain outside my window..
Labels: fragile, girlish, sick
comment here ♥ 3[GHURABAA']
Sunday, 13 February 2011 ( 00:56 )
assalamu'alaikum,
just wanna share with u. deeply sank in my heart. :)
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
غرباء ولغير الله لا نحنى الجباة
Ghurabaa` do not bow the foreheads to anyone besides Allah
غرباء وارتضيناها شعارا للحياة
Ghurabaa` have chosen this to be the motto of life
غرباء ولغير الله لا نحنى الجباة
Ghurabaa` do not bow the foreheads to anyone besides Allah
غرباء وارتضيناها شعارا للحياة
Ghurabaa` have chosen this to be the motto of life
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إن تسأل عنّا فإنّا لا نبال بالطغاة
If you ask about us, then we do not care about the tyrants
نحن جند الله دوما دربنا درب الأباة
We are the regular soldiers of Allah, our path is a reserved path
إن تسأل عنّا فإنّا لا نبال بالطغاة
If you ask about us, then we do not care about the tyrants
نحن جند الله دوما دربنا درب الأباة
We are the regular soldiers of Allah, our path is a reserved path
-------------------------------------------------
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
لن نبال للقيود بل سنمضى للخلود
We never care about the chains, rather we'll continue forever
لن نبال للقيود بل سنمضى للخلود
We never care about the chains, rather we'll continue forever
فلنجاهد ونناضل ونقاتل من جديد
So let us make jihad, and battle, and fight from the start
غرباء ... هكذا الأحرار في دنيا العبيد
Ghurabaa`, this is how they are free in the enslaved world
فلنجاهد ونناضل ونقاتل من جديد
So let us make jihad, and battle, and fight from the start
غرباء ... هكذا الأحرار في دنيا العبيد
Ghurabaa`, this is how they are free in the enslaved world
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Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
كم تذاكرنا زمانا نحن يوم كنّا سعداء
How many times we remembered a time when we were happy
بكتاب الله نتلوه صباحا أو مساءا
In the book of Allah, we recite in the morning and the evening
كم تذاكرنا زمانا نحن يوم كنّا سعداء
How many times we remembered a time when we were happy
بكتاب الله نتلوه صباحا أو مساءا
In the book of Allah, we recite in the morning and the evening
-------------------------------------------------
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
غرباء ولغير الله لا نحنى الجباة
Ghurabaa` do not bow the foreheads to anyone besides Allah
غرباء وارتضيناها شعارا للحياة
Ghurabaa` have chosen this to be the motto of life
غرباء ولغير الله لا نحنى الجباة
Ghurabaa` do not bow the foreheads to anyone besides Allah
غرباء وارتضيناها شعارا للحياة
Ghurabaa` have chosen this to be the motto of life
إن تسأل عنّا فإنّا لا نبال بالطغاة
If you ask about us, then we do not care about the tyrants
نحن جند الله دوما دربنا درب الأباة
We are the regular soldiers of Allah, our path is a reserved path
إن تسأل عنّا فإنّا لا نبال بالطغاة
If you ask about us, then we do not care about the tyrants
نحن جند الله دوما دربنا درب الأباة
We are the regular soldiers of Allah, our path is a reserved path
-------------------------------------------------
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
غرباء ولغير الله لا نحنى الجباة
Ghurabaa` do not bow the foreheads to anyone besides Allah
غرباء وارتضيناها شعارا للحياة
Ghurabaa` have chosen this to be the motto of life
غرباء ولغير الله لا نحنى الجباة
Ghurabaa` do not bow the foreheads to anyone besides Allah
غرباء وارتضيناها شعارا للحياة
Ghurabaa` have chosen this to be the motto of life
-------------------------------------------------
إن تسأل عنّا فإنّا لا نبال بالطغاة
If you ask about us, then we do not care about the tyrants
نحن جند الله دوما دربنا درب الأباة
We are the regular soldiers of Allah, our path is a reserved path
إن تسأل عنّا فإنّا لا نبال بالطغاة
If you ask about us, then we do not care about the tyrants
نحن جند الله دوما دربنا درب الأباة
We are the regular soldiers of Allah, our path is a reserved path
-------------------------------------------------
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
لن نبال للقيود بل سنمضى للخلود
We never care about the chains, rather we'll continue forever
لن نبال للقيود بل سنمضى للخلود
We never care about the chains, rather we'll continue forever
فلنجاهد ونناضل ونقاتل من جديد
So let us make jihad, and battle, and fight from the start
غرباء ... هكذا الأحرار في دنيا العبيد
Ghurabaa`, this is how they are free in the enslaved world
فلنجاهد ونناضل ونقاتل من جديد
So let us make jihad, and battle, and fight from the start
غرباء ... هكذا الأحرار في دنيا العبيد
Ghurabaa`, this is how they are free in the enslaved world
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Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
كم تذاكرنا زمانا نحن يوم كنّا سعداء
How many times we remembered a time when we were happy
بكتاب الله نتلوه صباحا أو مساءا
In the book of Allah, we recite in the morning and the evening
كم تذاكرنا زمانا نحن يوم كنّا سعداء
How many times we remembered a time when we were happy
بكتاب الله نتلوه صباحا أو مساءا
In the book of Allah, we recite in the morning and the evening
-------------------------------------------------
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
غرباء ولغير الله لا نحنى الجباة
Ghurabaa` do not bow the foreheads to anyone besides Allah
غرباء وارتضيناها شعارا للحياة
Ghurabaa` have chosen this to be the motto of life
غرباء ولغير الله لا نحنى الجباة
Ghurabaa` do not bow the foreheads to anyone besides Allah
غرباء وارتضيناها شعارا للحياة
Ghurabaa` have chosen this to be the motto of life
إن تسأل عنّا فإنّا لا نبال بالطغاة
If you ask about us, then we do not care about the tyrants
نحن جند الله دوما دربنا درب الأباة
We are the regular soldiers of Allah, our path is a reserved path
إن تسأل عنّا فإنّا لا نبال بالطغاة
If you ask about us, then we do not care about the tyrants
نحن جند الله دوما دربنا درب الأباة
We are the regular soldiers of Allah, our path is a reserved path
-------------------------------------------------
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
Ghurabaa`, ghurabaa`, ghurabaaa` ghurabaa`
enjoy it friends :)
[nikmat sakit.]
Friday, 11 February 2011 ( 09:09 )
assalamu'alaikum,
selamat hari jumaat! :)
di saat kengkawan aku pergi tutorial skrg ni, aku sedang menghupdate belog. muahaha *evil grin*
td baru je balik dari klinik padjadjaran (KLIPAD), jumpa doc n ambil ubat. doc tu bg aku ubat batuk, antibiotik n vitamin.
aku tak paham ape function vitamin tu. tak cukup makan ke aku ni? -_-"
pagi semalam aku dah start batuk batuk kecil. tapi aku relax je la. ala, batuk sikit je kan.
petang tu tekak aku jadi sakit dan suhu badan aku naik mendadak. nafas sendiri pun rasa panas semacam. tekak pulak gatal gatal.
so, aku makan ubat batuk dan tidur, dgn harapan bila bangun tidur je semua rasa sakit tu akan hilang. tapi, baru aku faham kenapa orang sakit lebih suka tidur. sebab kita tak rasa sakit semasa tidur. dan kesakitan itu seperti berpuluh kali ganda bila kita bukak mata.
serious, rasa macam tak nak bangun.
tiba tiba terlintas di fikiran. aku cuba utk taknak makan ubat. aku nak rasa betapa sakit nya demam ni.
so, semalam aku pergi taklim dalam keadaan pucat n tidak berseri seri
maaflah abg arip, sy tak fokus.
di akhir taklim tu, fikiran aku berkecamuk. AKU NAK BALIK! kepala aku dah berat. pening. sakit. semua ada. tapi, xpe, Aisyah cakap, 'Sabar ye, ilmu ni..' aku angguk angguk. bila kepala aku dah menghadap lantai, aku pejam mata. aku picit dahi.
so, selepas habis taklim, aku mendahului barisan utk pulang ke bilik. aku antara org yg jalan di hadapan. sepanjang jalan, aku diam. aku cuma mampu berbisik. sampai bilik je, aku hempaskan badan ke atas katil. tarik selimut tutup kaki je. peluk bantal sekuat kuat nya. handphone, tissue dan botol air aku letak ditepi bantal. aku dah tak larat nak berdiri. rasa macam kaki tak jejak lantai.
aku jeling Paracetamol kat atas meja. aku dah berazam tak nak makan ubat. aku nak rasa kesakitan.
well, selama ni asal sakit sikit je aku terus makan Panadol etc. ubat tu actually dah lumpuhkan rasa sakit kita. tanpa ubat, barulah kita rasa kesakitan yg sebenar.
setuju? cubalah.
aku cuba nak lelapkan mata tapi tak boleh. pejam mata rasa sakit. bukak mata lagi la berkali ganda rasa. aku sentuh leher dan dahi. terasa panas. masa tu, aku ingat Allah. rasa dekat sangat sangat.
alangkah hina nya aku. bila gembira, Dia yg kat atas tu aku lupakan. bila sakit, Dia lah yg pertama aku cari. ampunkan aku Allah. :'(
setelah setengah jam aku cuba utk melelapkan mata. aku menyerah kalah. aku makan juga ubat itu. at least, aku dah rasa nikmat sakit.
Alhamdulillah :')
ps : doakan aku cepat sembuh ye :)
wassalam..
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Wednesday, 9 February 2011 ( 18:17 )
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hai selamat petang semua! aku tak rasa petang ni selamat utk aku. dan juga hari hari seterusnya. bukan aku seorang, but all girls TWP 2010.
all this was like NIGHTMARE kot.
sebelum aku pergi kelas skills-lab petang td, dalam pukul 1 petang, aku singgah bilik kawan aku. and i'm quite shocked when i saw 3 boys. i'm just wondering what did they do here.
okay, lepas tu Maya (class-mate) aku dgn penuh smgt cerita la yg atas shower diorg kena tebuk. mungkin guna mesin gerudi. aku rasa mcm nak marah time tu. kalau 1 bilik je tak pe lg kot. eh, mana boleh takpe! tapi aku cool je la sbb aku ada test on that class.
and then, after the class has finished, i went back and check my shower room, IMMEDIATELY!
phew~ everything just fine. takde lubang pun.
tapi, beberapa boys of my batch pergi panjat atas bilik kitorg sekali lagi (sbb dulu dah pernah naik).
"... diyana, atas shower room kau ada lubang! banyak kot. tapi tu sume kesan yg lama. ada 1 je lubang yg baru dikorek semula. nasib baik setengah je. belum tembus lagi.."
aku rasa PANAS! geram yg sgt meluap luap. campur takut gak la.
then, aku cepat cepat tampal guna kertas. kat Wing kitorg (ada 11 bilik), 2 bilik kena tebuk. kat Wing lagi satu tu lg kesian (wing 2B), 4 bilik jd mangsa.
dgr cerita, budak budak wing 2B sedar ada lubang waktu kitorg balik dari kelas tutorial tghari td. 3 bilik je. pastu, diorg terus tampal lubang tu, lgpun kan kitorg still ada kelas. tiba tiba, ada sorg member ni jerit.
have u ever imagine to see the holes is being made by ur own eyes?!
rupa rupanya, time diorg tgh kecoh kecoh tampal lubang, ada brader tgh buat lubang kat atas!
kitorg dah pernah buat aduan kat warden asrama tu before this, tapi dia just buat buta risau and then senyap macam tu je. langsung tak bertanggungjawab!
actually, kitorg tahu siapa punya kerja. mmg macam S***! (ok, terpaksa menggunakan bahasa kasar)
okay lah, azan sudah. aku nak ready utk solat maghrib. Ya Allah, lindungilah kami semua. Ameen.
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Tuesday, 8 February 2011 ( 21:12 )
assalamu'alaikum,
ok kengkawan. aku nak sambung cerita pasal trip kitorg hari tu. cerita dah lama kan? takpe la. aku bg tgk gambar n tulis caption je la ye.
STRAWBERRY FARM
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| inilah hasil |
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| ni pathway nak ke tempat tanaman Strawberry. |
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| pokok bunga pun ada! tp satu jeee :( |
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| ada dua ekor yg garang! huh abg2 ni bwk diorg g jenjalan |
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| tree house in strawberry farm :) |
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| sejuk ow! ni kat atas tree house |
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| bamboo playground. semua permainan dibuat drpd buluh! aku main buaian! :D |
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| gembira tak terkata nampaknya -_-" |
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| sila fokus pd kucing yg gemuks tu ye. haha |
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| beca! igt kat Melaka je ke ada? |
TANGKUBAN PERAHU
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| Kawah Ratu |
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| ada asap.expired date gunung ni adalah pd tahun 2060. |
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| sgt besar tau! sejuk pulak tu. |
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| asap tu yg bawa bau sulfur @ belerang. |
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| another view :) |
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| oh tolongla. aku mahu DSLR (T_T) ni guna camera henpon yg tak power je. (dikatakan, sesiapa yg makan daun pokok ni, akan awet muda. percaya ke?) |
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| henpon aku jugak. isk3 |
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| dari pandangan atas. aku naik helicopter. :p |
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| SANGAT SUKA GAMBAR INI~ :D aku guna sbg wallpaper laptop aku. terasa sejuknya. hihi |
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| aku takde dalam gambar ni sbb aku jd photographer. huhu |
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| subhanallah. Allahu akbar. :) |
ps : nak baca skills lab. esok ada test. hadoi
ps2 : acik amar mesti dtg sini n tangkap gambar puas puas. sbb scenery dy sgt la cun!! :D
till then. take care ppl! :)
wassalam..
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( 18:12 )
assalamu'alaikum,
F.R.I.E.N.D.S :
(F)ight for you.
(R)espect you.
(I)nvolve you.
(E)ncourage you.
(N)eed you.
(D)eserve you.
(S)ave you.
: : : : : : :
i think, black is better
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Saturday, 5 February 2011 ( 21:10 )
assalamu'alaikum,
actually, mata aku dah berat. pedih pun ada jugak. adeh. aku buat post ni sebab kenangan hari ni masih segar di minda. kalau aku tangguhkan, nnt takde feeling tau. it is much more likely, there is be a post or never.
seharian ni aku dan lagi 6 orang kengkawan aku telah menghabiskan masa di Bandung. walaupun kitorg ni nama je belajar kat Bandung, tapi hakikat sebenarnya ialah kitorg dok terperuk je kat medic kampus nih. exactly at Jatinangor. a small n peaceful village with thousands of kind-hearted peoples. we learnt many things here. i love this place. dah start mengarut nih. -_-"
sebenarnya tak plan dari awal pun. kitorg just rasa jealous dgn boys of our batch coz diorg dah plan awal awal nk meronggeng at Bandung on this day.
aku dgn yg lain lain, dgn cekapnya, terus merancang satu trip yg sgt lah best! (sgt best tau, walaupun banyak jugak la berhabis duit. -_-" we just planned about another future trip on the way back home. LOL)
the places that hv been visited by us are :
~ Tangkuban Perahu (korg pernah tak dgr psl mitos mengenai Sangkuriang dan Dayang Sumbi? okay, aku akan cerita serba sedikit. tapi bukan sekarang)
~ Strawberry Farm (dapat petik dan makan strawberry sampai muak! haha)
~ Garden Ice, Paris van Java (main ice-skating utk yg pertama kalinya. so, agak jakun di sini. harap maaf jika anda rasa tidak selesa)
so, i'll stop here. next time kalau ada mood karang aku sambung la. bukan apa, td sepanjang perjalanan balik aku tak tidur pun. aku dah cuba. tapi mata tak boleh lelap. sebab tu la skrg aku rasa mata aku berat semacam. macam kena gam n aku sedang berusaha sedaya upaya utk bukak semula mata aku ni. bunyi sungguh sadis.
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| apa kaitan kucing ni kat sini? aku jumpa dia dekat Strawberry Farm. dia sgt lah kiut miut. dan sombong sombong gedik. rasa macam nak kiss je! tapi Aisyah ckp dia kotor. eh kenapa caption ni panjang sgt? -_-" |
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| ini pun dekat Strawberry Farm. sebenarnya ada lagi bnyk gambar. tapi nnt lah aku upload. |
till then. c u soon! :)
ps:aku belum siapkan homework. T_T
ps2:bila aku berjalan ke Bandung, aku nampak 2 perkara ; kemiskinan dan kemewahan. inilah DUNIA.
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( 01:05 )
Assalamu'alaikum,
Having everything doesn't mean that you have to be really rich.
But that, you have what you need to be happy.
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Thursday, 3 February 2011 ( 07:46 )
assalamu'alaikum,
1. Real name : Nurul Diyana binti Nor Azemi.
2. Nickname : yan, yayan, dya, dian, diana, nurul, diyana, diandiana (i like this one! :D)
3. Zodiac Sign : aquarius
4. Male or female : lady (does 20 is considered as lady? HAHA it sounds gorgeous!)
5. Elementary School : SKBC (well, u guys wont ever had heard this name)
6. High School : SBPI Selandar Malacca (i miss those moments. sobs)
7. University : UNPAD
8. Hair color : i like to say it is brown. (in my dream!)
9. Tall or short : i am tall u know! :D (aceceh..nk berlagak sket ni :p)
10. Been depressed : i dun realized it at all. -_-"
11. Sweats or Jeans : jeans.
12. Phone or Camera : both.
13. Health freak : yes! (i would like to take supplements)
14. Orange or Apple : orange.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? : do u know? (blushing)
16. Eat or Drink : eat! :D
17. Piercings : of course. (but i always misplaced them. oh no no. they go off by their own. haha aku pun tak sedar bila masa dia tertanggal. -_-")
18. Pepsi or Coke : i dun take carbonated drink. (i love my kidneys! kahkahkah)
19. Been in an airplane : yes
20. Been in a relationship: yeah. (blushing again)
21. Been in a car accident : not car. so, NO.
22. Been in a fist fight : oh NO. (no one could have heart to punch me. i am too cute for that) LOL
23. First piercing : when i was a baby. (i know from my mom. i am sooo relieved bcz some of my pals said it was painful. argh!)
24. First best friend : Fatihah. (dari sekolah rendah sampai sekarang!)
25. First award : err.. i dun remember.
26. First crush : H****. i like him since in standard one! (until standard six u know. eventhough he like someone else. sobs. i still adore him. huahuahua. when i went to boarding school, i said, GOODBYE! huh gatai gak aku nih. -_-")
27. First word : i'll ask my mom.
28. What do you do before you sleep? : chatting or talking to someone. (or i would replace the people with my huggable pink pingu! :') muah muah!)
29. Last person you talked to in person : zati-liza-farhana (i made 3 of them into one. 'person'. haha)
30. Last person you texted : N*** (oh, dun u try to find it out. LOL)
31. Last person you watched a movie with : alone. (and at the end, i'll left the story hanging.)
32. Last food you ate : TimTam wafer Choco Vanilla. (i loooooveeee TimTam! haha)
33. Last movie you watched : ice-age dawn of the dinosours (seriously, i dun know yet the ending)
34. Last song you listened to : opick-bila waktu telah berakhir.
35. Last thing you bought : a small-cute-dotty box! :D
36. Last person you hugged : my mom, at the airport. :')
37. Food : noodles.
38. Drinks : mineral water. (my 'dunia bunian' name. LOL)
39. Bottoms : long pants.
40. Flower : roses. (the white one)
41. Animal : cat
42. Colours : white, red, purple
43. Books : soooo many. argh.
44. Subjects : biology? (kind of compulsory. -_-")
45. [x] in love with someone.
46. [ ] celebrated Halloween.
47. [ ] had your heart broken...
48. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
49. [ ] had someone question my sexual orientation.
50. [ ] gotten tattoos.
51. [ ] got pregnant.
52. [ ] had an abortion.
53. [x] did something I regret.
54. [x] broke a promise.
55. [x] hid a secret.
56. [xx] pretended to be happy.
57. [x] met someone who changed your life.
58. [x] pretended to be sick.
59. [x] left the country.
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it.
61.[xx] cried over the silliest thing.
62.[ ] ran a mile
63.[x] went to the beach with your best friend. (yeah, it was so funny bcz there is no one else except us and the stalls with no customer. only us. haha. why? bcz it was TUESDAY! so, everybody were going to work n school. LOL)
64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.
65. [x] hated someone.
66. [x] stayed single for 2 years (on and off)
67. Eating : chocolate wafer.
46. [ ] celebrated Halloween.
47. [ ] had your heart broken...
48. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
49. [ ] had someone question my sexual orientation.
50. [ ] gotten tattoos.
51. [ ] got pregnant.
52. [ ] had an abortion.
53. [x] did something I regret.
54. [x] broke a promise.
55. [x] hid a secret.
56. [xx] pretended to be happy.
57. [x] met someone who changed your life.
58. [x] pretended to be sick.
59. [x] left the country.
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it.
61.[xx] cried over the silliest thing.
62.[ ] ran a mile
63.[x] went to the beach with your best friend. (yeah, it was so funny bcz there is no one else except us and the stalls with no customer. only us. haha. why? bcz it was TUESDAY! so, everybody were going to work n school. LOL)
64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.
65. [x] hated someone.
66. [x] stayed single for 2 years (on and off)
67. Eating : chocolate wafer.
68. Drinking :sky juice.
69. Listening : arabic nasyid
70. Sitting/Laying : sitting
71. Plans for today : finish up the assignments. argh!
70. Sitting/Laying : sitting
71. Plans for today : finish up the assignments. argh!
72. Waiting for : u?
73. I dream of flying home every weekends.
74. I dream of get a brilliant brain. of which i can answer all the questions asked by docs and profs without hesitate. sigh. and perhaps, without not reading the books. and memorizing part of that. what a dream. -_-"
75. I dream of owning a DSLR. but it was so large. and heavy. -_-" so, i'll find out Leica! :D
76. I dream of performing Hajj with my parents and my hubby. however, i hope i can have time for that. well, i heard about the hectic of future-life. please pray for that! :)
77. I dream of married with someone who can really understand me. be my brother, friend, guardian, and lover. he must can bear with me all the time. well, i got two identities. sometimes, i can be very sweet n lovely n romantic. and sometimes i can turn into an egoist n stubborn person. plus, he must be persuasive! HAHA
78. I dream of having happy family with 3 pairs of children. living in tranquility. and my children will grow into the greatest individual. and also, i will have times to be spend with them. i want to cook for and clothe them. i will make sure that, it is me who will prepare them for school. at night, i will accompany them in finishing their homework. and telling them to be strong with all that, by saying, "sayang, dulu umi pun ada homework. tapi, laaaaagi banyak tau.." now, i am wondering, am i going to be a full-time housewife? -_-"
79. I dream of getting rid of my specks and see the world without any assistance from the tool. tapi aku tak nak pakai contact lens. sbb rasa cam sedang menjolok mata dgn rela. LOL)
80. I dream of memorize the holy Quran.
81. I dream of speaks in arabic. i am sooooo jealous with my friends at middle east. bcz they can practise everyday.
82. If I won't be getting any/all of those dreams, i am just be contented with all i have. i believe that, Allah only give me what are the best for me.
HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts : no. i must be sooooo suffering!
84. Snuck out of a house : not YET? haha
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense : nope
86. Killed somebody : YES (in my dream. i killed 2 children. so scary! na'uzubillah)
87. Broken someone’s heart? : many. (haha fooled by me lah. i dun have any admire.)
88. Been in love : once and always.
89. Cried when someone died? : yup
DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
90. Yourself : yes
91. Miracles : i believe it as kasih sayang Allah :)
92. Love at first sight : of course!
93. Heaven : yes
94. Santa Clause : no
95. Sex on the first date : do u know about HELL?!
96. Kiss on the first date : never
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now : yes :')
98. Do you know who your real friends are : who can recognize me in any condition.
99. Do you believe in God : of course!
100. Post as 100 truths? : yes (as u wish)
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Tuesday, 1 February 2011 ( 13:17 )
assalamu'alaikum,
Live your own way, love yourself.
Its your life, no one else.
wassalam..
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